i went and saw my therapist on monday and he has a worry that my friend may not be suicidal but anorexic, or maybe bolimic. but probably anorexic because she is convinced she is fat and ugly. i also mentioned that we have never seen her eat at lunch. never. she kind of just stares at us when we eat... unfortunatly no more news but i do think that she is doing better. im pretty sure she knows we are her friends. unfortunatly, it is my duty to report, we are the only ones that will take a second look at her. it is quite saddening how very judgemental everyone is. and it very much aggravates me to the highest level. for example, this year the new kid was a guy ive known since kindergarden, but he moved away in 2nd grade, and so we are really close but we are still in different social groups. and it makes me very mad when he makes fun or questions my friend. so she is a little different and she likes darker colors...its not going to kill him.
but anyway, i cant really complain, i mean everyone gets judged
ps. so ive told my mom that i will go see my father but on one condition. and that is if my best friend in the whole entire world would come with me. so news on that shall be around eventually. lol
